Got therapy yet, Chrissy? Your mental health is a serious concern and you should be getting help for it. Anyway, if you want to keep reading my blog, that's fine by me! Since you're here, you might want to check out my annotated circuit diagrams of processors, or you might enjoy the science fiction section.
Remember, I'm always just a text message away if you actually want to, you know, talk to me about all this and take steps to address it. That said, I highly doubt apologising to me and my mother is high on your priority list so I'm not sure how far we're going to get with that, unfortunately.
Do feel free to try and communicate with me, rather than stir the pot, though. Always helps!