Fuck War Thunder and Fuck people that have higher skill than me.
I have come to the conclusion that I simply cannot play this fucking game. Why? Because I am just so hopelessly shit at it, it's literally a burning vehicle simulator for me.
It causes me so much anger and stress, that I am having headaches, fits of rage and my general mood has deteriorated with direct consequences on my already diminished quality of life. All for a fucking game.
I said many times before;
I DO NOT PLAY PVP GAMES.
This is why.