(Friends?) It's a post about people. But wait.

Right down to brass tacks. I met a new friend online playing Warhammer 40,000 Space Marine 2. I am very fond of him and there is a lot of positive things to say about this development. The problem is, I am on the verge of a huge downward spiral and there's nothing I can do to control that. It also brings up the issues that have plagued me in the past. So this is a post about people and friends, but as always, it is laced with a pessimistic undertone as the spectre of Mental Bullshittery rears its ugly head.

Wow that was remarkably descriptive. I actually plan to use this post to notify my new friend that I am about to figuratively go to hell in mood. I hope everything works out.

Me: I made a new friend! Anxiety: Nice friendship you have there...

Depression: Be a shame if...

Dysphoria: something happened...

Misanthropy: TO IT.

Me: FUCK YOU GUYS. AT LEAST I HAVE YOU, RIGHT? YOU'RE MY FRIENDS? RIGHT?

Anxiety: No.

Depression: No.

Dysphoria: No.

Misanthropy: Sure, I'm your friend.

Me: Really?

Misanthropy: Lol, no.

Me: